My Testimony

 Gee, where do I start, the Lord has been with me all my life, kept me out of more trouble than what meets the eye.  Born feet first, ran like the dickens, wild as hell and always a hard worker.  It's like I have a unique relationship with my maker without ever knowing about it.  I was the pride and joy of my blessed virgin mother Lillie; she was so proud of me.  Like Joseph, Luther was my stepfather, and a hard man to understand.  

As I grew older, lost all interest in church.  My rebellion stems from my hatred for organized religion, they want us to fully support them with our tithes and offerings whereas Paul said if a man doesn't work, he doesn't eat.  This eliminates tithes as scripture states; it was all voluntary including accolades and respect unto the needs of others.  Thus, I became a habitual backslider, drinking myself stupid without any cares or regard to how others felt.  I remember my ex-wife would break down into tears because I became that person, she has never met.  The coldness of my heart had set in and hadn't a care in the world.  They say when one relapses, they become seven times to the worst.  I could tell I was a monster inside, just couldn't relate or convey it to anyone.  Since my life consists of relapses, it seems like I became four hundred, ninety times more dilapidated than before.  

It was my full intentions to sue my family when I came back, then I wanted a reunion, dissolution, hate, love, murder, caring, like the yoyo that I am.  Upon my arrive in Portland, I felt damned because of a snide remark to one of my daughters.  Hopefully she didn't get it, but God did.  It's an unforgivable sin because we are supposed to bless our children, not mock at their cursing.   It haunted me like a vicious hound dog, knowing what hell is like but nothing I can do to save my soul.  I would fall asleep shaken in a dreadful fear, only to wake up the next morning feeling redeemed.  My anger was continuously lingering, tormenting me into an abyss of hatred.

I was so possessed most of my twenty-some-odd years the devil didn't want to let go.  For the first time in my life, I was guilt ridden into a wet flimsy state of fear.  Scared shitless with only my imaginations of what torments awaited me, I got to the point to where I was ready to face my fears and dive right on into that chasm.  But then God got a hold of me, the miracle of my life.  It was like a rigorous transformation from this demon to becoming a saint, canonized and all.  In total, my endeavor has been like a baptism in the fury of this intense heat we call hell.  Instead, it was the plunging of my soul into a never-ending zeal for my one and only wise God, the Prince Of peace, King of kings and Lord of Lords is He.  The other Secret names are Wonderful, Counselor, the great I am and He is coming with a name no man knows.  What a glorious and terrible day that will be...

The Rapture Theory

 I remember as a young lad, I would watch Star Track on our programming device.  It was exciting to watch them beam up or down to these studio sets, as if they were on another planet.  It was the catalyst that exploded the space race, all built on the imaginations of men.  Like the Psalmist said, they imagine deceits all day long and believe they can accomplish what's impossible.  Like the space race that doesn't exist, they lie like a mother fucker.  For one, the Van Allen Belt, aka the shields of the earth, is at a temperature range that melts metal.  Then there's that dastardly sun, raining radiation all around outer space.  Shit, with all the signal noise, it is impossible to transmit data without destroying it like molten lava can.  I think it's fascinating how we see pictures of day light on Mars as if it were the same distance from the sun as the earth.  With that many miles away, it would seem like the atmosphere wouldn't be as bright as we see it here on earth.  Needless to say, heaven is spared from evil men soaring its heights.

So here I sit thinking how many people fell for the rapture theory.  It's like, "beam me up Jesus, I'm coming home!"  Could it be a coincidence that we believe such garbage when it is nowhere to be found in the Bible, no scripture supports it and has perverse synonyms like ecstasy, sexual pleasure and joy.  Perhaps converts are expecting an orgy, blaspheming God like there's no tomorrow.  If only people knew.  Yet, we have all these false prophets, as if God were speaking today, brainwashing us with this devilish theory.  We could care less about the ills of the world because our plastic Jesus is going to appear in the clouds like superman and save us all, real scholarly thinking.  As a side note, we really need to throw that television set away, it's programming us into believing nothing is impossible with man.

As a closure, we need to take heed to the Word of God, scrutinize everything, stop the opium flow of a feel-good religion, and really seek after the Lord with all our hearts soul and minds.  We need to remember that men can hear from whatever messenger or dream and believe with his whole heart that it's from God Almighty and in person, whereas scripture mentions that God has been silent for a long time in prophecy.  

On the brighter side, we can learn to discern by reading the Word of God. We will discover that "if the prophet be deceived when he hath spoken a thing, I the LORD have deceived that prophet, and I will stretch out my hand upon him, and will destroy him from the midst of my people Israel."  Also, if we earnestly take heed to the warnings and learn of God's ways, we can start a revolution of a revival.  Like it says in 1 Chronicles 7:14, "If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land."

Obedience

 When we take a deep look into all the religions and the churches on a global scale, we see rituals, sacrifices, fasting, prayers, chants, self-abuse and such practices.  We all believe we are going to heaven as we mindlessly obey our spiritual overlords.  We can even compare rituals from one sect to another and find similarities.  We all are right in our own eyes, believing our way is privileged and everyone else is going to hell.  As proudful as we are, heaven awaits us with this all-loving God who, despite our wretchedness, wants us to reign with him.  

As remarkable as it may seem, all we have to do is obey what God has written in His Word.  Doesn't take a guru, imam, priest or a pastor's interpretation of salvation.  In the Septuagint we read that the prophet Samuel said to king Saul, "If only the desired whole burnt offerings and desired sacrifices were equal to the Lord, as compared to the one who heeds the voice of the Lord!  Behold!  Hearing is better than a good sacrifice and obedience than the fat of rams.  That sin is one and the same as divination.  Idols bring grief and pain.  Because you rejected the word of the Lord, the Lord rejects you from remaining king over Israel."  Jesus said, "Therefore whosoever heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them, I will liken him unto a wise man, which built his house upon a rock."  Think maybe the whole Bible might lead us in the way to God Almighty?  

What it takes is sincerity, questioning and searching for answers, redacting spiritual leaders out of our reasoning.  Absorbing the Holy Bible, the very flesh and blood of Jesus Christ for food and drink.  Communing with the saints with food and whiskey.  Spending time in good fellowship with the Lord on a daily basis. Instead, we have every denominational church in America, and all were found wanton of wisdom knowledge and truth.  Even the Orthodox are comparing early church fathers' writings as equal to canon law.  Pretty bazar when we compare the satanic rituals to the Jewish and Catholics customs, we find them all the same practices. 

King Saul's problem is he feared the people and had a big ego trip, before that, he was a humble Benjamite, faithful to his father. As the story goes, he fell from God's grace as king but refused to relent the kingdom to David.  We can easily see the twist in his character from innocence to demon possession as he tried to hunt king David down like a dog, all because David was slaughtering more Philistines than Saul.  Why, King David killed two hundred men to pay a dowery of their foreskins to Saul for his daughter Michal.  Such valor is common among real saints...

The Contrasting Difference Between Heaven and Hell

 Words will never explain the full implications of the torments of hell in comparison to the paradise of heaven.  When we examine the realities of the different distinctions, we become terrified of hell's agonizing existence in contrast to a blissful heaven. 

When we examine the nature of mankind, we see before the flood that wickedness was great upon the earth, exactly how it is today.  Every commandment of God gets broken with impunity to the point man wants to overthrow our Creator.  Ironically enough, it is written, "But evil men and seducers shall wax worse and worse, deceiving, and being deceived."  Add all the emotional and physical torments, hatred, strife, backbiting, cannibalism, war, magots eating away at the flesh of our souls, hunger, thirst, the need of fresh air and all the comforts of living are non-existence, and the misery only gets amplified each passing day.  It gives the definition of torture a whole new meaning that's beyond our understanding.  Reason being, "Let favour be shewed to the wicked, yet will he not learn righteousness: in the land of uprightness will he deal unjustly, and will not behold the majesty of the LORD."

On the other hand, there is Heaven, aka the Kingdom of God.  What a difference when we learn about the peaceful serenity, joy, love, wisdom, understanding and knowledge all allocated according to our gifted abilities.  Needless to say, we are finite beings looking at infinity throughout eternity where the blessings and curses are eternal in quality and quantity.  My guess is seventy times seven every generation of time.  It leaves no doubt; God hates the devil far greater than the devil can hate you and He hates the wicked just the same...

Tribute to African Americans

 It was the Kazarian mafia, aka Jews, who were shipping African Americans to the States.  They were coming in by the boatloads all shackled to their seats.  These were decent people, uneducated by American standards but, like the Palestinians, they were meek, poor in spirit and a well-mannered people.  Hard workers and dedicated to their new American masters.

It is no sin to own slaves; we find the practice throughout the Bible. If one so happens to be a citizen who fell into debt and had no other means to pay, they became the owner's slave for the next seven years. After that they were free to go, heritage and all.  It makes perfectly good sense that we could own a slave, educate them, introduce them to Jesus Christ and His Word so as to earn their rights as citizens.  Once certified, they can be blessed with all the sustenance needed for beginning homesteading.  It's called wholesome decent living, respecting humanity because we are all created in His image.

The Civil War was an interesting era; there was a spiritualist movement spreading rapidly in the North, whereas the South remained predominately Christian.  Abraham Lincoln actually had a seance in order to determine if he should foment a war or not, the righteous man he was.  His wife was on a steady diet of that shit in order to connect with their long-lost son.  When the war broke out, the blacks in the North were forced into the military while the southern folks volunteered to fight alongside their masters, yeah unheard of in today's common core curriculum.  Both the slaves and masters, including families were slaughter if they didn't give allegiance to the Union.  Thus, the workings of General Sherman and his henchmen as they butchered those who were noncompliant to their whims.  America has never been the same since.  It is written that the beast will overcome the saints, that he has done.  The part I love, in the Battle of Gettysburg, the South did, what they called a Pickett Charge at the North.  They did not aim back at their fellow brothers.  They marched right to their deaths so as to say, "Give me liberty or give me death."  Unlike how we are today.

If we compare Indian history to the African American's, we will clearly see that the United States has become a beastly kingdom, rouge of any Godly principles, and evil as Satan himself.  Just think how smart we must look in the eyes of our Maker in comparison to the filthy retches of American civilization. We know the wages of sin lead unto death; life is dead without Jesus, and our righteous ethics avoids the miseries of the damned.  Maybe, by the grace of our Saviour, we will become that fierce individual God created us to be.  Baptized in that inferno flame of freedom, we could be like the zealous patriots who so fearlessly beat the British during the Revolutionary War.  I believe those glorious days are ahead of us, waiting for us to reclaim our freedoms from this wicked empire we call the beast...